There will always be the first time .

Assalamualaikum w.b.t frenz .
I've been not updating for quite a few days .
So, let's get it started .

TODAY , on 25th February 2013 , Monday ,
I've started my practicum at SMK USJ 4, Subang Jaya .
We just came here to report duty and this week would only be about orientation .
We'll get to know the rooms and buildings by this week .
We might start teaching next week since we haven't receive our schedule .
I did 2 relief classes today . It's a bit scary cuz I don't know how to confront them .
But at least , it went well . It's a different feeling when I taught the primary students .
Plus , I was requested by the PK to teach History subject .
ya Allah , sejarah ~! *cari buku dalam almari , ulangkaji semula*
Syahirah and I will be teaching in afternoon session while Fit,Shima,Jasinta and Megala in the morning session.
May Allah be with us all the time .
May we finished our degree with flying color . Insya Allah .

Instead .

You're keeping a great distance ,
one day you're in denial ,
the very next day , you just agreed .

You like to keep things straight ,
even it hurts the people around you ,
as long as you're happy , that should do it .

You set up your own rules ,
even I couldn't cross ,
if I were , you'll be silent the whole week .

You don't need me ,
you can visit all places on your own ,
being with me , you never be honest anyway .

Instead .
Instead of saying that you're invisible ,
Instead of claiming that you're alone ,
Open up your heart ,
Try to initiate the talk ,
Listen to others .
Instead .

february ~

~ Mr.A masuk hospital .
~ Dua pupu kawen raya cina ni , masa untuk balik kampung ~!
~ Menanti panggilan mengejut untuk berjumpa lecturer .
~ Start internship 18 Feb ni .
~ Masih peminat ZE:A ^^
~ Mengharungi drama korea hampir 24 jam sehari .

Jual mahal atau main tarik tali ?

Assalamualaikum ^^

Dalam usaha kita mencari pasangan hidup ni , bukan mudah kan ?
Ada je halangan datang .
Ada yang kata baik kita jual mahal atau main tarik tali .

Jual mahal tu tak mengapa .
Semakin lama masa berlalu , 
makin banyak detail yang diketahui ,
makin membuak keinginan untuk memiliki ,
makin terharu rasa yang menanti ,
bila wang dah mencukupi ,
boleh laa melamar si dia pilihan hati .

Main tarik tali pulak ,
kemungkinan untuk menang sangat tipis ,
kemungkinan para penonton bertukar bosan ,
kemungkinan seri juga ada , tiada keputusan akhir ,
apabila kerahan tenaga digunakan untuk menarik tali ,
lama kelamaan , sebelah pihak akan penat .
lalu , melepaskan tali begitu sahaja .
itu sahaja . itu noktahnya .

Jodoh datang dari Allah , berdoalah pada Allah agar dipermudahkan jodoh .
Agar dapat mengelakkan maksiat hati .
Awak tak datang dekat saya , saya pun tak datang dekat awak .

repeat~~

I keep on repeating Tears from LeeSSang ft Yoojin .
the rapping part..somehow, it relates to me in some kind of way .
the happiness of watching someone that we love ,
the sadness when that person ignores us ,
the lack of courage to confess ,
the smallest details that we knew ,
the feeling that we're not good enough for that person .
And at the end of the day , we're the one who hurt the most .
It's true . I cry silently , in this dark room , at a dark night , I cry .


Try to listen and understand ~~
LeeSSang_Tears ft Yoojin (The Seeya)

Cuti ~

Cuti semakin lama .
Yang membawa maksud , masa untuk internship hampir tiba .
Ya Allah , beri ketabahan kepada ku sepanjang aku mengajar .

ingat .

Ingat orang , walau orang tak pernah fikirkan diri ini .
Sayang orang , walau yang kita dapat hanya kata kata caci .
Hormat orang , walau orang pandang dengan penuh benci .
Doakan orang , sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Mengetahui .